1.
the architect envisions
the site
the purpose
sits at the table
with pen and tools
carefully
draws lines
crafts letters
sips coffee
scratches his head
erases things
pauses to think
soon the plans are finished.
hot persistent terrible burning
suffocating relentless cruel shame
horrible anguished sleepless nights
the architect envisions
the dying agony of millions
which adorn this most historically important
architectural space
70 years later
we find the beautifully lettered blueprints
for Auschwitz.
2.
I went to Auschwitz
as a seer of sights
as I walked
my faith
was shaking slipping
as I witnessed the remains
of carefully engineered cruelties.
I entered
with fear
Block 11
“The Block of Death”
If you walk down the stairs
there are cellars underneath
less than 7 meters square
where up to 38 prisoners
would be stuffed naked
to starve
to die
to be experimented upon.
These are the darkest pits
of one of history’s worst places.
Years ago a person
was shoved into one of these cellars
who knows how long he was there
before an idea occurred to him.
Pushing his weak and trembling elbow
into the naked bony sides
of his companions,
with a small stone
or with his fingernail
he etched into the hard wall
in the darkness
a picture of Christ
dying on the cross.
I saw this canvas with my own eyes,
and my mind received instruction:
“I can do all things
through Christ who strengthens me.”
They could do every evil thing
to this man
but they could not conquer his faith.
3.
I went to Auschwitz
as a seer of sights
a tourist to the spectacle of tragedy
and I saw
a mound of eyeglasses
I remember it as a mountain
and I saw searing like the sun
that it was not
nameless faceless millions
who were murdered
a person was murdered
a person
with vision
hope
romance
fear
genius
sin
a real person
The world still bleeds from the loss
We will never know what they saw.
For those who don't know, I did actually visit Auschwitz about 25 years ago. It has haunted me ever since.
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